Fading

Why is it lost in the way...

Why is it lost in ignorance, with pride, greed, envy, hate..without love..lost in everyway ...lost everyday.. tis the worst of ways.

Or perhaps lost tis not the world and an outlandish figment of my imagination, a delusional sense of reality. Self doubt now creeps into my mind ..

Starting to fade.. trickling in..I hear the voice loud and clear... All around , all of the time. Fading..

A part of me now is asleep..Faded. what's left now is half drunk, possibly high, or totally insane. 

Highs and lows, ups and downs, moments lost , never found, not even known...can't seem to recall..

Oblivion obviously ...fading. 

I close my eyes and breathe in and out. Daily meditation , no doubt...has let me see the light.Whatever I've lost , has never really been lost .. twas right here within me.

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